SophieNS

Sophie N-S

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I am old by SophieNS, literature

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I am old

I am old And my life is gone, Wrecked by the very ships that once bore it Across the seas of Infinite Possibility. I am old And my life is dead, Buried one thousand feet deep Beneath the weight of memory. Sometimes, when I sit outside And watch Omega tiptoe across the garden I see again my ship Stark against the azure sky Her sails filled with the rustling winds of A thousand dreams. I am old And my sight is failing me. They were two once, A smudge of grey and a smudge of red, But when lightning came and stripped my ship Of all that gave it strength to sail, Alpha ran away. I am old And my life is gone, Buried beneat

Self harm by SophieNS, literature

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Self harm

No one understands, They think I want to die When I roll down my sleeves And dead-eyed, shuffle Through endless dark corridors Aware of a light That is absent. They think it's the stress That makes my mind Echo A vast, empty cavern Of nothingness. No one understands The loss of control, The dead leaden weight Of hopelessness. But I want to live, I must, I must live And control the pain That tears at my insides, A savage caged beast Softly biting. Control what I can, Craft a channel – a focus Splash of red On infinite grey. The slow ebb of blood Rhythmic, Calming. Relief. Across, and again And across. Painful

Be still by SophieNS, literature

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Be still

Be still And watch with breathless wonder the empty crooning, long dead depths of darkness. Upon the last of love's impressive sighs silence Be still Hear not the muffled tread of footsteps, wending soft across the snowy grounds of life. Lie still within the empty void of music stained by broken love A cruel bruised heart Aware. Resigned. And so, life trickles into silence

It happened one night by SophieNS, literature

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It happened one night

It happened one night A long time ago While the whole world slept, Unaware, That by the glory of God, Heaven came down to earth, And the way twixt them Was laid bare. On that still, holy night, In a small, starlit town, A young woman was carried, A stranger. A woman of grace, With a pure heart of love, Who gave birth to a babe In a manger. On that wondrous night, The world slept on As the world sleeps now, Unaware That the greatest miracle of all, Came to pass as they slept, When a baby's cry rang In the air. All through the streets, The Christmas lights shine As once the stars sang In the sky, While the angels dan

We never got to say goodbye by SophieNS, literature

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We never got to say goodbye

We never got to say goodbye, To speak the last and fondest word of all. We never got to wish you luck And tell you what we felt, And why we laughed And how we dreamed. We never, in the surge of daily life Imagined How, or why, or when. And when it came, Without a single word of warning, We never got to say goodbye. We never got to say goodbye, To laugh and cry and smile And hold your hand. We never got to, one last time, Remember all the things we'd done and said. We never, ever knew, We couldn't know, we didn't Know how, or why, or when. And when it came, We realised, too late to wonder, That we never got to say goodby

Hurting by SophieNS, literature

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Hurting

There's a pain in my head, A sharp, angry burning, That pricks at my eyes And writhes Like a poisonous snake In my being. Tearing. Consuming. And the wind in my ears Is a clubbed devil Moaning. Beating me senseless. Blind. I can't see I can't stand I can't breathe. And with each angry heartbeat My mind is whirling through darkness. Unending. It happened so quickly, My world wrenched from under me, A blast and a creak, And the wood flew around me. Splintering. Shattering. Shards in my hands and my face and my neck. Blood flowing freely With rain, And with sparks, And with wind. My loves are all hidden, Dead now

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Hurting by SophieNS, literature

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Hurting

We never got to say goodbye by SophieNS, literature

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We never got to say goodbye

It happened one night by SophieNS, literature

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It happened one night

Be still by SophieNS, literature

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Be still

Self harm by SophieNS, literature

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Self harm

I am old by SophieNS, literature

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I am old

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: UK
Favourite genre of music: Ditto.
Favourite style of art: EVERYTHING
MP3 player of choice: Possibly Ipod nano, but I don't have the choice.
Skin of choice: Um, skin type?
Favourite cartoon character: At the moment, it's Curious George
Personal Quote: Knowledge speaks but wisdom listens

Favourite Visual Artist

Music, Chopin. Literature, Dickens. Art, many.

Favourite Movies

Not sure - there are many. Includes definitely The Shawshank Redemption

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Like everything and everyone. Apart from rap. R and B not so good for dancing.

Favourite Writers

Blake, Shelley, Kipling, Shakespeare

Favourite Games

Cluedo or Mah Jong

Tools of the Trade

Piano. Pencils.

Other Interests

Music, history, ballroom dancing, tennis, skating, horse riding, skiing... the list goes on.

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SophieNS

Apr 18, 2007

Exams

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I don't like exams. J'ai decide. But until my last exam, which is the 25th June, I don't think I'm going to be around much. Well, around, just not on DA... much... not to comment anyway, just to check messages, deviations, etc, I've deleted msn, and... yeah... isolation sounds good. :D It's about ten weeks... feels like aaggeeeeesss but I'm sure it will go really quickly. Hope you have a lovely spring/half term at school/whatever else you may be getting up to... revision is on the cards. Revision and concerts - I think I have three or four in just under two weeks... again... it always happens like this... but then nothing... exams... and SUMM

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SophieNS

Apr 11, 2007

Paranoia!!!

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These last few days have been possibly the most stressful of my life!!! I'm meant to be working, but I can't, because my little brother is bouncing around the house with a fractured skull, completely unaware that he has ten centimetres of stitches in his head. He cracked his head down to his eye socket on Sunday and we were told he should have died, and you'd have thought after going into theatre, he'd calm down a bit... but nooooo! The already hyperactive two year old has become EVEN MORE HYPER!!! Gah. We've put pipe foam around all the door handles, because he charges into them, and around the sharp edges AND I spent an hour playing with h

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SophieNS

Apr 4, 2007

Last Day

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It's the last day of school... thank goodness. I've never really really really not wanted to go to school before, so this week has been a bit of a novel experience. =P Time for exams and revision and everything else that goes with it - like no exercise and buckets of stress. And I rediscovered my book last night... which was an incredibly bad idea because I'm now not going to be able to leave it alone. Ah well. I suppose it gives me something constructive to do in my free time. I was toying with the idea of posting bits of it on here... but then I thought, if I'm getting it published, is there really any point? It sort of undermines it. Ahhh

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Ur-not-my-faerytale

Jun 17, 2007

hahahahha yes it is me. decided being 'hidden' was a funny idea hahahaha. hope ur exams are going as well as u'd want them to Sophus...and what are you DOING HERE? GO BACK TO WORK.

I'll miss you too, no worries on that. But be warned....I will come and visit you there... so don't try to hide from me!

Take care

Ur-not-my-faerytale

Jun 16, 2007

hey Sophus

hope ur exams are going ok! good luck with the rest of them, and make sure you have a brilliant summer (being an au-pair, how awesome!)

Will miss you when (hopefully) I get into VI form and ur not there!

Keep everything up and don't work too hard *grins*

D

thegenome

Jun 13, 2007

gos i really need a strong drink

those exams kinda stressful yuthhhhh ... meh

thegenome

Jun 24, 2007

wah... that was not me....
why is it saying its me!

thegenome

Jun 12, 2007

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thanks for the watch

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